Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Hypocrite.
Whatever that means to you, i believe each of everyone of us have that hypocracy in our soul. What measures how bad it is, is how much it affects negatively on people around you. As for me, I dare to say that i am a hypocrite. I dont know about you if you want to deny it. But sometimes we have to be hypocrite when you dont want to hurt other people's feelings or you dont want to make things worse for you and your friend. Does that makes you bad?
How far that hypocracy influence your life?
How bad hypocracy will change you?
Time will tell.
Keep smiling eventhough deep down you are cursing. :)
Pedas Terlebih Asem.
Just finish dinner. Ikan asam pedas, terung+telur and fried chicken.
I cooked the asam pedas for the first time based on the menu i took from the internet. One thing why the internet is so useful. It gives people who is a cook dummy like me learn how to cook. It was my first trial and not to overjudge myself, but not bad lah for a first timer like me.its just asam pedasnya terlebih asam. I love asam pedas. Thats why l want to learn on how to cook asam pedas.
I cooked the asam pedas for the first time based on the menu i took from the internet. One thing why the internet is so useful. It gives people who is a cook dummy like me learn how to cook. It was my first trial and not to overjudge myself, but not bad lah for a first timer like me.its just asam pedasnya terlebih asam. I love asam pedas. Thats why l want to learn on how to cook asam pedas.
But i really want to learn how to cook Nasi Kuning from my future mummy in law. Orang melayu cakap, kalau mau memikat anak lelakinya, pikat melalui perutnya.hik2.
Monday, December 21, 2009
Maligayang Kaarawan to REINA aka BALQIS aka DAT2 aka MEEEEEE!!!!
Allah selamatkan saya..
Allah selamatkan saya..
Allah selamatkan REINA aka BALQIS aka DAT2 aka MEEEEEE..
Allah selamatkan saya..
Thanks for singing the song for me..Hehehehe...
Im 23 years old.
My achievement so far...hmmmm...:
1. Im working.
2. Im doing ACCA
3. Im able to give my parents $$ monthly
A lot of my dream list still not yet achieved.
1. still fat, not yet 48kg.
2. to own a car (coming soon)
3. byk lagi..tau lah manusia..mana pandai nak puas.
What did i get myself for my birthday?
1. Rebonding
2. thats all, no budget..
What my bf gave me for my birthday? He bought sate+nasi himpit+a bottle of pepsi for my birthday party of four, me,him,mu sis n cousin. of course i got the birthday song. the present?
He gave me two options and i have to choose between apple or blackberry (as if):
a) buy my own birthday prezzie, or
b) go to Sunway Lagoon with him of course...
And i choose blackberry but i also want the apple.
again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!
..yet there is still a lot awaits in the future.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Saturday is a day full of laziness...:)
WARNING : this schedule was only meant for me and no intention to influence people towards
laziness.
6.00 am : wake up
6.10 am : on lappy and layan Waka-waka in FB
8.3o am : went back to sleep
9.30 am : shower
9.45 am : waka-waka AGAIN.
9.55 am : went to 7e and stop by to buy breakfast...bought nasi lemak+donut+cekodok nangka
10.15 am : breakfast wit juk2(the cousin)
10.30 am : FB + waka-waka AGAIN.
12.30 pm : lunch..milo+cekodok nangka+donut..sambil2 tengok Hindustan tv2 yg tiada subtitle.
1.35 pm : currently...curik lappy jap fr my sis, tgok FB jap and writing blog
now : logging off to do house cleaning.
(padahal my sister dah naik tanduk..its her turn to use the lappy..hehehehe)
laziness.
6.00 am : wake up
6.10 am : on lappy and layan Waka-waka in FB
8.3o am : went back to sleep
9.30 am : shower
9.45 am : waka-waka AGAIN.
9.55 am : went to 7e and stop by to buy breakfast...bought nasi lemak+donut+cekodok nangka
10.15 am : breakfast wit juk2(the cousin)
10.30 am : FB + waka-waka AGAIN.
12.30 pm : lunch..milo+cekodok nangka+donut..sambil2 tengok Hindustan tv2 yg tiada subtitle.
1.35 pm : currently...curik lappy jap fr my sis, tgok FB jap and writing blog
now : logging off to do house cleaning.
(padahal my sister dah naik tanduk..its her turn to use the lappy..hehehehe)
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
P=Probation/Percubaan..or is it Perlahan??
I passed.
Gabra tahap dewa.
Tapi pass jugak. But the test wasnt a big deal.
The biggest challenge is to take the wheel on the road.
God please,please...
Biarlah perlahan, as long as i dont hit other car.
=).
Gabra tahap dewa.
Tapi pass jugak. But the test wasnt a big deal.
The biggest challenge is to take the wheel on the road.
God please,please...
Biarlah perlahan, as long as i dont hit other car.
=).
Monday, December 14, 2009
Test.
Tomorrow I am not working. I have driving test. Yup, at the age 0f 22 insyaAllah i will have my license(if i pass tomorrow).
I hope i wont be nervous tomorrow. It does contributes a lot to the road of failure.
I want to pass.
I just want to pass.
Then, the BF can say this to me:
God, help me. :)
I hope i wont be nervous tomorrow. It does contributes a lot to the road of failure.
I want to pass.
I just want to pass.
Then, the BF can say this to me:
God, help me. :)
P.E.N.G.O.T.O.R.
very dheran with people like this. if pengotor only mess up their place, i dont care. why the hell i should?! tapi rumah pun tak pandai nak kemas, haram nak tengok dorang sapu rumah. Its been 6 mths staying with her, but no improvement at all. We all da kemas but without shame and respect,put her things all over the place again. IF TAK MAU TOLONG KEMAS RUMAH,TOLONG JANGAN SUSAHKAN ORANG LAIN BOLEH TAK?!
lepas masak, tolong la lap2 stove tu..makanan yg dah lama dlm peti sejuk tu,tlglaaaaaa kuarkan.berbau tau peti sejuk I.
aku ni pun pengotor jgk,tapi tak la sampai nak biarkan rumah berhabuk and berminyak sana-sini.
please la..
Jangan harapkan muka cantik tapi rumah macam tongkang pecah.
p/s : if la ditakdirkan org yg sewaktu dengannya membca post ini, maaf kan lah saya. lubuk hati saya dah tak tahan. harap2 anda dpt berubah k. Amin.
lepas masak, tolong la lap2 stove tu..makanan yg dah lama dlm peti sejuk tu,tlglaaaaaa kuarkan.berbau tau peti sejuk I.
aku ni pun pengotor jgk,tapi tak la sampai nak biarkan rumah berhabuk and berminyak sana-sini.
please la..
Jangan harapkan muka cantik tapi rumah macam tongkang pecah.
p/s : if la ditakdirkan org yg sewaktu dengannya membca post ini, maaf kan lah saya. lubuk hati saya dah tak tahan. harap2 anda dpt berubah k. Amin.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Syawal 2009
well peeps..
Today will be the last day of fasting. which means tomorrow RAYA!!!!! I'm going to Manjung this 6am in the morning with my cousin and his sweety pie. I should be sleeping right now but i wont because i want to sleep along the way. I dont want to bother them having their sweet own time,hehehe..
At this moment, i just want wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2009 in advance. Maaf zahir & batin. (^_^)
Today will be the last day of fasting. which means tomorrow RAYA!!!!! I'm going to Manjung this 6am in the morning with my cousin and his sweety pie. I should be sleeping right now but i wont because i want to sleep along the way. I dont want to bother them having their sweet own time,hehehe..
At this moment, i just want wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2009 in advance. Maaf zahir & batin. (^_^)
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Ramadhan,Tetamu yang dinanti.
Its been a while since my last post. Dah bulan Ramadhan dah pun. Hari ni baru puasa yang pertama and hari kedua Terawih. Happy sangat2!! Ada satu perasaan dalam jiwa yang sangat gembira dan bersyukur sangat2. Gembira dan bersyukur dipanjangkan umur untuk menjalankan ibadat puasa sekali lagi, dapat terawih lagi, dapat menikmati kebaikan di bulan Ramadhan lagi. memang betul lah Ramadhan memang tetamu yang di nanti.
As a revert muslim memang terasa the difference. Dulu pun time puasa macam ni selalu ikut puasa dengan kawan yg muslim. Tapi dulu puasa niat lain. 1.mau kurus. 2.save budget. tapi tak jgk la tercapai niat tu.1.makan banyak time berbuka. 2.pergi bazar Ramadhan,semua mau beli.hehehe. but, after da betul2 muslim baru tahu nikmat puasa. SANGAT2 la berbeza. Rasa nak mengalir airmata sebab sangat bersyukur diberikan hidayah. Nikmat bulan puasa sangat la besar. banyak sangat yang indah2 tapi tak tau nak susun cerita macam mana. Indah sangat!!
As a revert muslim memang terasa the difference. Dulu pun time puasa macam ni selalu ikut puasa dengan kawan yg muslim. Tapi dulu puasa niat lain. 1.mau kurus. 2.save budget. tapi tak jgk la tercapai niat tu.1.makan banyak time berbuka. 2.pergi bazar Ramadhan,semua mau beli.hehehe. but, after da betul2 muslim baru tahu nikmat puasa. SANGAT2 la berbeza. Rasa nak mengalir airmata sebab sangat bersyukur diberikan hidayah. Nikmat bulan puasa sangat la besar. banyak sangat yang indah2 tapi tak tau nak susun cerita macam mana. Indah sangat!!
1. Sahur
**memang susah nak bangun pagi. Tapi perasaan waktu bersahur best. bila fikir pahala bersahur tu,seteguk air pun cukup lah.
2.berpuasa.
**bila kita betul2 menghayati apa itu puasa, puasa itu memang best. bukan tak makan dan minum jak, tapi betul2 menjaga hati,mata,semua lah. lepas tu, amal ibadah pun nak tambah. sebab yang sunat,pahalanya macam yang wajib.yang wajib pulak 40 kali ganda daripada biasa. sangat best kan. InsyaAllah menjadi amalan di bulan2 yg lain.
3.buka puasa.
**mmg lain buka puasa dulu dan sekarang. Sekarang,berpuasa kerana Allah. Nikmat berbuka memang best. gembira dan bersyukur diberikan kekuatan supaya dapat puasa.
4.Terawih.
**my favourite part. Especially if berjemaah. Sedih if terawih sorang2 di bilik. Dengar imam baca al Fatihah and surah2 al Quran,tersentuh hati. Memang indah sangat ayat2 Al-Quran. sangat2 berharap dapat baca Al-Quran tak lama lagi. InsyaAllah.
banyak lagi yg best di bulan Ramadhan. Minta la keampunan daripada Allah. Minta keredhaan Allah. Semoga kita sentiasa di jalan Allah dan minta dikuatkan iman. Kepada semua muslim, bersyukurlah kepada Allah kerana anda seorang Islam. Bukan semua orang dapat hidayah daripada Allah.Apabila anda membuat sesuatu sentiasa lah kerana Allah.
**memang susah nak bangun pagi. Tapi perasaan waktu bersahur best. bila fikir pahala bersahur tu,seteguk air pun cukup lah.
2.berpuasa.
**bila kita betul2 menghayati apa itu puasa, puasa itu memang best. bukan tak makan dan minum jak, tapi betul2 menjaga hati,mata,semua lah. lepas tu, amal ibadah pun nak tambah. sebab yang sunat,pahalanya macam yang wajib.yang wajib pulak 40 kali ganda daripada biasa. sangat best kan. InsyaAllah menjadi amalan di bulan2 yg lain.
3.buka puasa.
**mmg lain buka puasa dulu dan sekarang. Sekarang,berpuasa kerana Allah. Nikmat berbuka memang best. gembira dan bersyukur diberikan kekuatan supaya dapat puasa.
4.Terawih.
**my favourite part. Especially if berjemaah. Sedih if terawih sorang2 di bilik. Dengar imam baca al Fatihah and surah2 al Quran,tersentuh hati. Memang indah sangat ayat2 Al-Quran. sangat2 berharap dapat baca Al-Quran tak lama lagi. InsyaAllah.
banyak lagi yg best di bulan Ramadhan. Minta la keampunan daripada Allah. Minta keredhaan Allah. Semoga kita sentiasa di jalan Allah dan minta dikuatkan iman. Kepada semua muslim, bersyukurlah kepada Allah kerana anda seorang Islam. Bukan semua orang dapat hidayah daripada Allah.Apabila anda membuat sesuatu sentiasa lah kerana Allah.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
my Sunday
as im writing this, he is on his way back here..he's only been away to the other side of Malaysia for a week but it was like hell for me. this morning i woke up with tears streaming down my cheeks. that stupid dream.hahaha. I dreamt of him. He was being forced to marry someone else. Thats why it was totally stupid. Blame my emotion and my hormones. Led all my worries into nightmare. In my dream he was going to make me his second wife!!! NIGHTMARE it is. i still can feel the pain. go away!!its just a dream. and tomorrow everything will go back to normal. Go out dating, go for a movie and lepak just as always. except for my sister will be joining us tomorrow. Im going to bring her jalan2 and tengok wayang. baru mau nonton transformer. outdated betul!!i think orang lain dah tengok berulang kali and i baru nak tengok. blame my gaji coz lambat keluar.
Balik ni main kerom lagi.
Friday, July 10, 2009
lalala.
its been a while since my last post..im not that busy but i dont know what to post about. So much different thing happened in my life lately. First and foremost, change in status-i have a full time job and now a part time student. working five days a week, waking up 6.30 in the morning and reach home at 6pm. surprisingly, its easier for me to wake up at 6.30 in the morning to work than at 10 am to class. Hehe. yet i still to worry bout my study. I really want to graduate with santie and my diploma classmates. InsyaAllah.
Another thing, im renting a house. A new thing for me. I am excited and im enjoying it. Im sharing the room with my sister. Its good to have my sister with me. She helps me a lot especially with the cleaning.HAHAHA. Im not bullying her, its just, she likes to do everything. sisters helps each other kan. :)
I miss my friends back in UiTM, but in the same time im not regretting of the choice i've made. I am glad i chose what i want to do. Moving towards a new life doesnt mean to leave and forget the past. Memories will always remain alive. :)
Another thing, im renting a house. A new thing for me. I am excited and im enjoying it. Im sharing the room with my sister. Its good to have my sister with me. She helps me a lot especially with the cleaning.HAHAHA. Im not bullying her, its just, she likes to do everything. sisters helps each other kan. :)
I miss my friends back in UiTM, but in the same time im not regretting of the choice i've made. I am glad i chose what i want to do. Moving towards a new life doesnt mean to leave and forget the past. Memories will always remain alive. :)
Monday, June 1, 2009
(^.^')
Aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
there.
i dont know where to scream. screaming online can do la.
why did i scream? because..
1.REJECTED.
2.REJECTED.
3.REJECTED.
4.REJECTED.
5.REJECTED.
6.REJECTED.
7.REJECTED.
8.REJECTED.
9.REJECTED.
10.EXAM.
1st -9th are the main reason.
the 10th is just a minor. i do feel the stress now but i still cant get my hands off the lappy.shit! damn!die! cant complaint my feelings to my friends because they have been reminding me to study. my ego asked me not to. i dont want to hear the we-told-you speech.
DAMN!!!!! I HATE THIS FEELING. B**I!!!!
i wont feel as stress as right now about the exam, if not because of that DAMN MAIN REASON.
p/s: maaflah..post ni membawa unsur negatif.
there.
i dont know where to scream. screaming online can do la.
why did i scream? because..
1.REJECTED.
2.REJECTED.
3.REJECTED.
4.REJECTED.
5.REJECTED.
6.REJECTED.
7.REJECTED.
8.REJECTED.
9.REJECTED.
10.EXAM.
1st -9th are the main reason.
the 10th is just a minor. i do feel the stress now but i still cant get my hands off the lappy.shit! damn!die! cant complaint my feelings to my friends because they have been reminding me to study. my ego asked me not to. i dont want to hear the we-told-you speech.
DAMN!!!!! I HATE THIS FEELING. B**I!!!!
i wont feel as stress as right now about the exam, if not because of that DAMN MAIN REASON.
p/s: maaflah..post ni membawa unsur negatif.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
first and second in a day.
i went for my first real job interview today. not one but two interviews. all that i can say, i am EXHAUSTED.
last night i cant sleep. not mainly because of i was nervous for my interview but because of the WAKA-WAKA game in facebook. its a similar version of PACMAN.
well it became interesting when me and my friends started to challenge each other. who will be the greatest waka2 gamer of all. unfortunately, there were only two lappy in the room and since no extra for me i have to wait for my turn. hoping for those waka-waka addicts to have mercy on me. but who will give you the chance when they are addicted to it themselves. zero chance. NADA. no mercy even if you were their bff. i waited until 3 o 'clock and gave up because i had an interview today.
i woke up at 7.30 am to get ready for my interview.got back to hostel around 11 and thats when i received another call for an interview at 2pm. i had my lunch and went straight away to the interview. no rest. finish at 3 and i reached hostel with a hope to redeem my sleep but I CANT SLEEP. my eyes were too tired but i cant sleep.
so now, im sleepless and thats why, instead i post wholly about my interview for today (which i planned earlier), i am writing about something that irrelevant at all. i know i can simply ctrl+A+delete but i wont.
HAPPY READING.
last night i cant sleep. not mainly because of i was nervous for my interview but because of the WAKA-WAKA game in facebook. its a similar version of PACMAN.
well it became interesting when me and my friends started to challenge each other. who will be the greatest waka2 gamer of all. unfortunately, there were only two lappy in the room and since no extra for me i have to wait for my turn. hoping for those waka-waka addicts to have mercy on me. but who will give you the chance when they are addicted to it themselves. zero chance. NADA. no mercy even if you were their bff. i waited until 3 o 'clock and gave up because i had an interview today.
i woke up at 7.30 am to get ready for my interview.got back to hostel around 11 and thats when i received another call for an interview at 2pm. i had my lunch and went straight away to the interview. no rest. finish at 3 and i reached hostel with a hope to redeem my sleep but I CANT SLEEP. my eyes were too tired but i cant sleep.
so now, im sleepless and thats why, instead i post wholly about my interview for today (which i planned earlier), i am writing about something that irrelevant at all. i know i can simply ctrl+A+delete but i wont.
HAPPY READING.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
i did it!!
yes..my first time and it wasnt as bad as i imagined. got my haircut and voila the outcome is as u can see in my profile picture. totally different from the picture he found but the moment he saw me..that smile from his face...hmm..that mischievous smile. did i turn him on? hahaha..kidding. its more like a victory-is-in-my-hand smile with sparkling eyes. i am very happy he liked it. he cant stop smiling when he looked at me. his say "beautiful, a woman with a career, independent, different n cute.."..i dont know from where that came from but satisfaction from his face is all i wanted to see and and its positive. his dream came true. for me, mission accomplished.**love is in the air**. i want the cupid angels in the movie 'night at the musuem 2' to sing for me right now, BADLY. jiwang pulak hari ni. as the relationship goes deeper, i hope the love grows stronger too.
Friday, May 22, 2009
a haircut for the weekend. girls, this time its for real.
i first met him when we were working together at KFC. At that time,when we were still friends, i still remember he told me he likes to see girl with short hair. well, he got me and being me, i am a girl who are very fond of her long wavy hair. After about 3 years of relationship, i have decided to make his dream come true. it is not easy for me you know to come up with that decision. I have to step out from my comfort zone. I never cut my hair above my shoulder. never in my life. i have a round face, thats the main reason. to cut my hair shorter means rounder face. HAHAHAHA. but,bila lagi nak rambut pendek kan? nak tunggu muka jadi bujur tak boleh coz muka saya memang bulat. He even searched for this.
What do you think? I love it but I love him more. So wish me luck. There will be no turning back. I know of course my hair wont be perfectly like this but I am just hoping it will turns out to be just fine. That is all i ever want.**sweats**.heeeeeeeeeeeeee......... (^_^).
p/s: thanks to those yang dengan setianya menunggu. i know korang pun dah penat tunggu.hehehe.
What do you think? I love it but I love him more. So wish me luck. There will be no turning back. I know of course my hair wont be perfectly like this but I am just hoping it will turns out to be just fine. That is all i ever want.**sweats**.heeeeeeeeeeeeee......... (^_^).
p/s: thanks to those yang dengan setianya menunggu. i know korang pun dah penat tunggu.hehehe.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
stupid me.
BETRAYAL IS NOT NICE,
STUPIDITY THAT COMES FROM LIES.
BETRAYED ME AND MY HEARTS BLEED.
AS U LIED THROUGH YOUR TEETH.
LIE TO ME I WONT CARE.
IF U ALONE THE ONLY THAT AWARE.
STUPIDITY IS WHAT I AM.
AS MY FRIENDS KNOW MY SHAME.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MY FRIEND.
but MY TRUST YOU NEED TO REGAIN.
STUPIDITY THAT COMES FROM LIES.
BETRAYED ME AND MY HEARTS BLEED.
AS U LIED THROUGH YOUR TEETH.
LIE TO ME I WONT CARE.
IF U ALONE THE ONLY THAT AWARE.
STUPIDITY IS WHAT I AM.
AS MY FRIENDS KNOW MY SHAME.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MY FRIEND.
but MY TRUST YOU NEED TO REGAIN.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Happy Mother's Day.
not today but yesterday of course..
i think it was the happiest mother's Day my mom ever had.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to my dearest beloved mother, ROSA TARAYCO.
i think it was the happiest mother's Day my mom ever had.
my eldest brother came to see her at work yesterday. He looked sick and weak. My mother was very worried of his condition and asked him whats wrong. but, suprisingly my brother was pretending and 'SURPRISE!!' he said..'HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MAMI'. he gave my mom a handbag. my mom hugged him. i know how my mom love my brother despite all the unintended things he had done. i am sure the handbag wont be the reason mami wont forget yesterday's.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to my dearest beloved mother, ROSA TARAYCO.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
its saturday.
good morning..
just got back from APAcS Family Day. its saturday and 24 days in counting towards my first final exam :P .
Agenda for today..
1.00 pm : help ecah to move her stuff to my new house =).
3.00 pm : go swimming with my sugar daddy, ecah, dayah n her bf.
5.30 pm : finish swimming.
6.oo pm : dating!!!
10.oopm : in my room at seroja.
the rest of the day, STUDY.
btw, i found my new home. so, after my last day of exam...bye-bye Seroja and NEW HOME, here me come!!!! well, soon my new chapter of life will begins. **excited**
just got back from APAcS Family Day. its saturday and 24 days in counting towards my first final exam :P .
Agenda for today..
1.00 pm : help ecah to move her stuff to my new house =).
3.00 pm : go swimming with my sugar daddy, ecah, dayah n her bf.
5.30 pm : finish swimming.
6.oo pm : dating!!!
10.oopm : in my room at seroja.
the rest of the day, STUDY.
btw, i found my new home. so, after my last day of exam...bye-bye Seroja and NEW HOME, here me come!!!! well, soon my new chapter of life will begins. **excited**
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
tutor for a night.
im going to spend the whole night at McD. Mr Muscle needs my help for his exam tomorrow. he wants me to be his tutor. since i have nothing else to do, then why not. im going there with ecah and lulubelle.
im going to study my p7 tonight too. i hope my brain will absorb effectively and efficiently most of my p7 text book tonight. HOPE SO. wish me the best.
UPDATED : 29 Apr 09, 6.57 am.
im going to study my p7 tonight too. i hope my brain will absorb effectively and efficiently most of my p7 text book tonight. HOPE SO. wish me the best.
UPDATED : 29 Apr 09, 6.57 am.
Just got back. im so sleepy but i have to copy 'chuck' to the lappy first because S wont be spending the weekend here and she's going to bring her hard disk along. without the hard disk, then the lappy will be less fun. i need 'chuck' (chuck bartowski, not chuck bass for this moment). 8 episodes would be enough till S get back.
the tutor went well but just a little bit different. it turned out that as if i was the student and he was the tutor. my tutor session was very easy. all i have to do was saying 'ya','uhuh', 'betul', 'nope', 'huh?' and of course a little explanation when he got it wrong. he had his own way of tutor session. he did a few questions. then, he explained it to me one by one how he got it while i listened. its okay for me as long as he can understand what he was doing and i am very glad he is.that was the easiest tutoring i have ever had. GOOD LUCK, Mr Muscle (^_^).
oh ya, p7 mission was succesfully accomplished.
now: SLEEP.
the tutor went well but just a little bit different. it turned out that as if i was the student and he was the tutor. my tutor session was very easy. all i have to do was saying 'ya','uhuh', 'betul', 'nope', 'huh?' and of course a little explanation when he got it wrong. he had his own way of tutor session. he did a few questions. then, he explained it to me one by one how he got it while i listened. its okay for me as long as he can understand what he was doing and i am very glad he is.that was the easiest tutoring i have ever had. GOOD LUCK, Mr Muscle (^_^).
oh ya, p7 mission was succesfully accomplished.
now: SLEEP.
study!!
im officially merdeka yesterday. trial exam is over but obviously the grand finale is yet to come. final exam is a true war but trial exam was just a battle of the inside me. i'd wished i dont want to do the trial exam. but thank God i did. i dont know why im not into trial exam this semester. hmmmmm....i didnt do one question each in p3 and p7.
i was so sleepy when i was doing my p3 trial. seriously, i never felt so sleepy in my exam before. despite of all the effort to keep my eyes wide open, i slept but only for about 10 minutes i guess. i was thinking to leave the exam hall after i did the first question but then this flash came to me " i got the lowest mark, not even 20 and dr indra was announcing it in the class"...no,no..i cant take that. thanks for that i stayed and i did the other 2.
well, maybe im not in the mood for study already. MAYBE. but i know that shouldnt be my excuse for neglecting my study. i have to finish what i have started. i used to be so motivated when it comes to my study. i dont know where the soul had gone to. i want to slap myself . i have to hold on. by end of this semester, ill be somewhere else. for now, i have to give my 300%. i must. i must pass all my exams this time. MUST.
again..blogging soothed me.
i was so sleepy when i was doing my p3 trial. seriously, i never felt so sleepy in my exam before. despite of all the effort to keep my eyes wide open, i slept but only for about 10 minutes i guess. i was thinking to leave the exam hall after i did the first question but then this flash came to me " i got the lowest mark, not even 20 and dr indra was announcing it in the class"...no,no..i cant take that. thanks for that i stayed and i did the other 2.
well, maybe im not in the mood for study already. MAYBE. but i know that shouldnt be my excuse for neglecting my study. i have to finish what i have started. i used to be so motivated when it comes to my study. i dont know where the soul had gone to. i want to slap myself . i have to hold on. by end of this semester, ill be somewhere else. for now, i have to give my 300%. i must. i must pass all my exams this time. MUST.
again..blogging soothed me.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
insensitive boyfriend?
sabah version.
suatu hari..sa dan bf sa pigi dating.
dipendekkan cerita..disebabkan haus, kami beli red bull, air mineral besar n teh susu 3 in 1 boh (my fav). pastu kami p luar shopping mall jap coz dia mau fogging kajap. so dia pun suru sa pegang itu plastik brg tu sebab dia mau berfogging kan. suda la ndak da tmpt duduk time tu.
suda dia kasi api tu fogging stick, dlm hati sa " aduh, berat jgk plastik ni kan".
right at that time, dia ckp sambil kasi hulur tgn"mintak".
sa pun trus bg la tu plastik.sa pun pnya main hepi, "dr tadi sa tgu ko mintak ni plastik, mau tgok if ko kesian sma sa bwk ni plastik berat (berat sgt la kunun)" .
trus tau apa dia blg sambil senyum2? "sebenarnya, saya mintak tu red bull jak ba..mau minum..hihihi".
aduh, kecewa. sungguh ndak sensitive bfku. ndak habis lagi ni cerita. pastu, dia suruh sa pegang tu plastik coz dia mau buka tu red bull.
sa dgn sedih ambil la itu plastik balik. "mcm mana la bf ku ni. instead u ask me to hold the things, kan lg bgus suruh sa buka itu tin. ringan lagi".
"hahahahahaha..." ketawa la kami sama2.
nasib sa syg dia.
bukan insensitive, tp terlupa.
lgpun, small matter jak.
but of course in the end dia yg bawa itu brg.
i heart him very strong.
suatu hari..sa dan bf sa pigi dating.
dipendekkan cerita..disebabkan haus, kami beli red bull, air mineral besar n teh susu 3 in 1 boh (my fav). pastu kami p luar shopping mall jap coz dia mau fogging kajap. so dia pun suru sa pegang itu plastik brg tu sebab dia mau berfogging kan. suda la ndak da tmpt duduk time tu.
suda dia kasi api tu fogging stick, dlm hati sa " aduh, berat jgk plastik ni kan".
right at that time, dia ckp sambil kasi hulur tgn"mintak".
sa pun trus bg la tu plastik.sa pun pnya main hepi, "dr tadi sa tgu ko mintak ni plastik, mau tgok if ko kesian sma sa bwk ni plastik berat (berat sgt la kunun)" .
trus tau apa dia blg sambil senyum2? "sebenarnya, saya mintak tu red bull jak ba..mau minum..hihihi".
aduh, kecewa. sungguh ndak sensitive bfku. ndak habis lagi ni cerita. pastu, dia suruh sa pegang tu plastik coz dia mau buka tu red bull.
sa dgn sedih ambil la itu plastik balik. "mcm mana la bf ku ni. instead u ask me to hold the things, kan lg bgus suruh sa buka itu tin. ringan lagi".
"hahahahahaha..." ketawa la kami sama2.
nasib sa syg dia.
bukan insensitive, tp terlupa.
lgpun, small matter jak.
but of course in the end dia yg bawa itu brg.
i heart him very strong.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
GOSSIP GIRL
gladly, i finished 2 chapters tonight and i still have 10 chapters (i think) to go. rilek2...habis jgk baca tu (mmg positive thinker btul kan). i finished my reading at 3 o'clock but the bed wasnt my first option.
its 5:25 a.m n im still awake ( the power of 2 packets of 3 in 1 pearl kacip fatimah ).
i came across another GOSSIP GIRL photos, B and Chuck. they are my best-liked characters.
those photos are as colourful as this one ( posted this on April 17th)...
maybe it was a christmas photoshoot..
and yes i insist to upload all of it it here.
more photos on blair waldorf and the hot and sexy chuck bass.
and the others, except for little J and Vanessa..
I love CHUCK BASS!! who can resist him..? obviously not me.
well yep!!
im addicted to GOSSIP GIRL.
u will see more of GG photos in my blog.
im very terribly sorry if u r suffering while im not...hihihi.
ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....................
its 5:25 a.m n im still awake ( the power of 2 packets of 3 in 1 pearl kacip fatimah ).
i came across another GOSSIP GIRL photos, B and Chuck. they are my best-liked characters.
those photos are as colourful as this one ( posted this on April 17th)...
maybe it was a christmas photoshoot..
and yes i insist to upload all of it it here.
more photos on blair waldorf and the hot and sexy chuck bass.
and the others, except for little J and Vanessa..
I love CHUCK BASS!! who can resist him..? obviously not me.
well yep!!
im addicted to GOSSIP GIRL.
u will see more of GG photos in my blog.
im very terribly sorry if u r suffering while im not...hihihi.
ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....................
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Introducing Manukan Island, Sabah..
Look at the amazing and beautiful sceneries of the island..
SPEECHLESS. no words needed to tell you the beauty of Manukan Island. ini baru the jetty.
i am planning for a trip to SABAH with a few friends. bawa kawan2 jalan ke tempat asalku. tp proposal tak bt lg. but hopefully evrything will work la. cant wait. **wink2**.
i am planning for a trip to SABAH with a few friends. bawa kawan2 jalan ke tempat asalku. tp proposal tak bt lg. but hopefully evrything will work la. cant wait. **wink2**.
Monday, April 20, 2009
the truth on life jacket
what is the purpose of a life jacket when you are on the plane?
hahahahahahaha...scary but hillarious isnt it.
i was really enjoying the talk. here are some input of what i gained today :
1. SK = Shamsuddin Kadir
when you are nobody, your name will be longer. but when you are somebody, your name will be shorter, its enough.
2. GARUDA = Good And Reliable Until Delay Announced.
MAS = Mana Ada Sistem.
but what really motivated me was :
1. if we want to succeed, we have to do something that we are not comfortable to do of. its true. we have to overcome our fear.
2. aim to be the PRIME MINISTER. if we dont get to touch the sky, at least we get to touch the clouds.
3. know your potential. ask your friends. they can see what you are good at.
4. think outside the box.
"there was this one student. he cannot make the balance sheet balanced of $3. at the end of the exam, he took out $3 and said "take the $3 and that will balance it".
5. what u read is what you are. avoid to read books or mag that will bring negative effect on you.
6. JANGAN MAKAN GAJI.
i AM very inspired an motivated. he ended the talk with the song Gemuruh by Faizal Tahir. dah lah i am a fan of Faizal Tahir and the song pun mmg memberi smgt, bertambah berkobar2 semangat di dada as i walked out from the class. :P
p/s : click here if u want to visit SK's website.
i had a motivational talk today held by SK and part of it, he shared the story on the life jacket.
He worked as an aircraft crew before. the job was sort of to deliver old aircrafts to Tawau, i dont really know what the job exactly is but anyway...once, when he was assigned to deliver the aircraft, he found that there were only 3 life jackets on a plane of 8 people. He asked the pilot why they were only 3 life jackets.
the pilot asked him back "What is the purpose pf a life jacket?"
at that point, he answered "as a safety when the plan crashes".
pilot : crashes on what?
SK : crashes on the ocean.
He worked as an aircraft crew before. the job was sort of to deliver old aircrafts to Tawau, i dont really know what the job exactly is but anyway...once, when he was assigned to deliver the aircraft, he found that there were only 3 life jackets on a plane of 8 people. He asked the pilot why they were only 3 life jackets.
the pilot asked him back "What is the purpose pf a life jacket?"
at that point, he answered "as a safety when the plan crashes".
pilot : crashes on what?
SK : crashes on the ocean.
pilot : then 3 life jackets (LJ) are enough for the 8 of us. 1 LJ will be shared between me and the co-pilot, and the other 2 will be shared between the remaining 6. we will hold the life jacket until we reach at the bottom of the sea and and release the life jacket. eventually, the life jacket will float and the rescuers will easily know where our remains are and so they can inform our family.that is how the life jacket works.
hahahahahahaha...scary but hillarious isnt it.
i was really enjoying the talk. here are some input of what i gained today :
1. SK = Shamsuddin Kadir
when you are nobody, your name will be longer. but when you are somebody, your name will be shorter, its enough.
2. GARUDA = Good And Reliable Until Delay Announced.
MAS = Mana Ada Sistem.
but what really motivated me was :
1. if we want to succeed, we have to do something that we are not comfortable to do of. its true. we have to overcome our fear.
2. aim to be the PRIME MINISTER. if we dont get to touch the sky, at least we get to touch the clouds.
3. know your potential. ask your friends. they can see what you are good at.
4. think outside the box.
"there was this one student. he cannot make the balance sheet balanced of $3. at the end of the exam, he took out $3 and said "take the $3 and that will balance it".
5. what u read is what you are. avoid to read books or mag that will bring negative effect on you.
6. JANGAN MAKAN GAJI.
i AM very inspired an motivated. he ended the talk with the song Gemuruh by Faizal Tahir. dah lah i am a fan of Faizal Tahir and the song pun mmg memberi smgt, bertambah berkobar2 semangat di dada as i walked out from the class. :P
p/s : click here if u want to visit SK's website.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
my favourite part of the week.
the WEEKENDs!!!
unfortunately, with limited hours allocated to pleasure and priority to my study, im having not very much enjoyable weekend this week (unless to some who really loves to study, must be VERY enjoyable of course). my trial exam will starts on the 23rd. still have a lot more to cover. but as for me, sometimes or should i say most of the time i lost track of what my priorities are.
but for now..the priorities are :
Sat.
1. khatam P7.
2. 5pm - swimming.
Sun.
1. study for P3 the whole day.
2. 2pm - swimming.
looks very simple but i know i will be struggling, VERY HARD. struggling to fight my own will and dedicating myself totally to the books this weekend.
prayer : please make me strong and avoid me from any temptation that will drift me far far away. ( i have 'he's just no that into you' in my mind already' **sweats**)
as to all of you, whatever you will be doing this weekend....have fun n God bless. (^_^).
unfortunately, with limited hours allocated to pleasure and priority to my study, im having not very much enjoyable weekend this week (unless to some who really loves to study, must be VERY enjoyable of course). my trial exam will starts on the 23rd. still have a lot more to cover. but as for me, sometimes or should i say most of the time i lost track of what my priorities are.
but for now..the priorities are :
Sat.
1. khatam P7.
2. 5pm - swimming.
Sun.
1. study for P3 the whole day.
2. 2pm - swimming.
looks very simple but i know i will be struggling, VERY HARD. struggling to fight my own will and dedicating myself totally to the books this weekend.
prayer : please make me strong and avoid me from any temptation that will drift me far far away. ( i have 'he's just no that into you' in my mind already' **sweats**)
as to all of you, whatever you will be doing this weekend....have fun n God bless. (^_^).
colours.
I was looking for another Gossip Girl picture, instead i found this one. im not a fan of s n the lonely guy. im so crazy into the playboy and the drama queen, chuck n b. but this pic is sooooooooo full of colour!!! it makes me happy. it cheers me up. look at her cute face and i love the RED balls. so very RED.
well to be honest im in a mix of emotions today. firstly, i think im feeling homesick. I miss my sisters and my family. i want to go home. i want to be with them.i miss them so so much up to the point im thinking of working there in the next six months. well, doing that, then all my plans for life will be delayed. gladly, i always have someone to remind me of what ive been fighting for all these years of my life. to hold me here and him who keep supporting me. assuring me that one day i will be with my family again. A little more patience and God's willing, dreams will come true. Live and Learn.
the next thing is i miss my bestfriends. the wild child, the confident seniorita, the self-preserved lady, the small-outside-matured-inside baby, and the chinese amoy. hmmmm...i dont know (we all dont know) when the reunion will be. but it seems so far away to me. well, everyone has a life. life that may take us away from each other or the other way round. friends are irreplaceable. moments shared are forever unforgettable. that one thing that will never change. Live and learn again my friend.
im feeling so miserableguiltysoooooooooooolazyyetdontwanttofail. current status of my revision : 5%. like i said before, selalu ada kesedaran tapi tak pandai berubah. hmmmmmmmmmmm.....whats the use of complaining. right? Keep living and never stop learning. Daisy, come and pukul my p****t (maybe offensive to some ppl). motivation to myself : dont worry. u can start again. its not too late. ** eyes wide open, chest up** and im going to study!!!! P7, here i come!!!!
wow!! surprisingly blogging helps me to sort things out for myself.
and i cant stop smiling when i see the colourful pic. im overwhelmed right now.
one last thing, im happy to have those im with now. lulubelle, eycha and my cute lil manja sisters, the others.
everyone is keep splashing colours to my life and..
definitely, more colours in the future.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Do u have any idea what drink is this?
updates 9 apr : alpokat is what they call it here. thanx to sue!!!
thats LULU favourite and she's been craving it for a year and still do.
the taste, its creamy and not too sweet (ngam2 urang bilang).
AVOCADO JUICE is what that is.
so far..we cant find the place that sells the drink here in kl,selangor,klang. still searching. Melaka got.
so anyone who knows where the place i can get it here..roger2 k.
ur help is very much appreciated.
the taste, its creamy and not too sweet (ngam2 urang bilang).
AVOCADO JUICE is what that is.
so far..we cant find the place that sells the drink here in kl,selangor,klang. still searching. Melaka got.
so anyone who knows where the place i can get it here..roger2 k.
ur help is very much appreciated.
updates 9 apr : alpokat is what they call it here. thanx to sue!!!
Friday, April 10, 2009
Tri Parsanti bte Sujano
when its Friday, i used to..
..spent the weekend at the Best friend's (santie dear) place..
..dressed up..
..got into the car..
..and the ladies nite outie has just begun!!
..went to the cinema and paid RM5 (student price)for the ticket..
..then, lepak minum at waterfront kk or..
enjoying the ocean breeze of tg aru beach..
..sambil makan kacang rebus.. her favourite..
..when we got home,she surfed the net..
and we watched tv till 5 am....
..and slept till 12 noon.
i miss those days and I MISS her very strong too!!
she is one of my besties. when we spent the night together, we dont really go to the crowds. we just like to relax and enjoy the sunset view and the night (and flirt of course). its different when im with the other bestie, daisy. well...shes more into music and dancing. (^_^)
owh..i miss all my friends.
credits (pics) :
1. James Schwarz (flickr)
2. Uaz (flickr)
3. Renata (flickr)
4. tri
5. scarlet (flickr)
6. firenzesca (flickr)
7.animalvegetable (flickr) n al hambra (flickr)
8. anderson kalang (flickr)
9.jahat (flickr)
10. kktp (flickr)
11. smallfish (flickr)
12.shes jack (flickr)
..spent the weekend at the Best friend's (santie dear) place..
..dressed up..
..got into the car..
..and the ladies nite outie has just begun!!
..went to the cinema and paid RM5 (student price)for the ticket..
..then, lepak minum at waterfront kk or..
enjoying the ocean breeze of tg aru beach..
..sambil makan kacang rebus.. her favourite..
..when we got home,she surfed the net..
and we watched tv till 5 am....
..and slept till 12 noon.
i miss those days and I MISS her very strong too!!
she is one of my besties. when we spent the night together, we dont really go to the crowds. we just like to relax and enjoy the sunset view and the night (and flirt of course). its different when im with the other bestie, daisy. well...shes more into music and dancing. (^_^)
owh..i miss all my friends.
credits (pics) :
1. James Schwarz (flickr)
2. Uaz (flickr)
3. Renata (flickr)
4. tri
5. scarlet (flickr)
6. firenzesca (flickr)
7.animalvegetable (flickr) n al hambra (flickr)
8. anderson kalang (flickr)
9.jahat (flickr)
10. kktp (flickr)
11. smallfish (flickr)
12.shes jack (flickr)
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