Thursday, March 25, 2010
Happy Birthday Santut!!!!
Its her 24th birthday today. Officially a year older from me, numerically. *smirk*
"Hari ini lahirlah seorang wanita yang berjiwa kental"- santut, as she posted in her FB.
She's been reminding us since she came and live with us a month ago. But, we, especially me, keep on ignoring her. We have no time and budget, we told her. This morning we sang her the Happy Birthday song and we all apologized because we didnt organise anything for her and no prezzie some more. But, with a happy face she said "its okay, i understand". I guess a song from her friends is more than enough. But i dont think so. She will claim it later when i get my paycheck for this month or next month or next year. :) She will never stop. *hee..*
Duh! of course we have a plan for her! but a simple and small one. We liase with the potential boyfriend to ask her out tonight. While santut with him, the housemates and i will go to the tempat kejadian first to prepare all the things. If we are ready, then the potential boyfriend will bring her to the secret place with her eyes closed, not knowing we all are there. Pity her if she will be expecting a romantic candle light dinner or a private celebration with the potential boyfriend. The potential boyfriend already did his surprise at last night exactly at 12 am. So i am sure she wont mind. hehehehehe. *selfish conclusion*
Birthday surprise checklist:
1. Fruit cake
4. Floor Mat
Item no 5 and 6 is to do extra make up for the birthday girl.
Thats the best we can do for you santut (for this year).
Its from all of us, your cruel housemates, comforter biru, j and your potential boyfriend.
I wish you more blast birthday surprises for the years ahead and a bless and successful life of course.
Stay pretty and gorgeous babe!
Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANTUT..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest friend too, Khairul Asiah Othman. :)
p/s : to suey choco and zesty, i know this seems like a deja vu to you. shhhhhhhhhh. Thank God it is not copyright protected. :)
zesty : i am sorry i cant join u girls. Honestly, i miss all of you supermuch and im so sad i cant join u girls. Happy Birthday Suey and jo in advance!!
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Monday, March 22, 2010
There are a lot of things come across my mind. One after another keeps coming into my head and i got it all mixed up.
Where i want to be.
Where i am suppose to be.
...Dan banyak lagi.
My mind, its a complete shambles.
Im having mixed feeling right now.
Faith (jgn lupa).
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Its Sunday and im not really at home.
Im at a friends house and been staying here for the weekend. Her place is not that far from mine but she is alone for the weekend and she needs company or to be more precise i volunteered to keep her company for the weekend. She's a very close friend of mine actually,as in very very super close to my heart. :)
I brought some dirty stuff from my place so i can get it clean since she got the facilities here in her house which i dont, apparently. I got my comforter biru and my towel. Well, washing a big comforter is very tiring you know. :) Glad i came. I can let the washing machine spinning and do the work while i sit here, blogging,
She is still sleeping and i kinda dont know what to do. Not so much option in her kitchen that i can make for breakfast except for the eggs that filled her fridge. I wanted to help her do the house cleaning as i promised her but its kinda lonely. I think it will be more fun if she is awake. I dont want her to help me but it is better if i have someone to talk to while im cleaning the house. I wont realise im doing the house chores. It will be more like lepaking and chit-chatting...hehehehe. I just have to wait for her to wake up then. Then i can start doing the cleaning and I can ask her to buy some groceries for brunch.
I cant wait to go back home and enjoy the night sleeping with my comforter biru.
But i want to enjoy today and i hope the clock is ticking a bit slow today.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
I cry alone in the dark.
My heart aches
the pain is hard
its stabbing me inside
so I hug myself tight
Silently i wipe the tears away.
i close my eyes
hoping to have a dream
a dream of lullaby
so i can sleep through the night
but the pain keep stabbing hard
i have to hug me tight
silently, i wipe my tears away
and so i say
I will keep everything to myself even it eats me up alive.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
As i said over and over again, i have no work at the office, my working place. Then, this is what i do, lurking around my office begging(exxagarating a bit) for some work from my colleagues and a great appreciation to Indra and Aini to entitle me as the Letters Opener of the Day.
Me table at the moment
I open the letters, segregate it accordingly and stamp it,'RECEIVED'. At least i dont just look at the monitor and keep wondering why the heck the clock is so slow. Its 11:38 am and about 1 hour to lunch break. Going out with santut for lunch. Still thinking what will i have for lunch. Orange juice again or make an exception for today.
O'oh.My stomach is sending the wrong signal to my brain. Brain, please make a very2 smart decision or later the heart will aches after the stomach got what she wants.
Monday, March 15, 2010
Just got back from dinner with my boo.
One thing i love about him, he is always a good listener.
I love you.
I won 4 party tickets to Fly club. i am not sure if im going or not because lulubelle is going to Johor this weekend. I really thought i can go with them. Ill just give the tix to someone else then. :)
Its my lunch break and im having a glass of orange juice and facebooking. Facebook is no more fun to me during lunch hour because i cant play Restaurant city. Now, i dont know what to play. Glad i have this blog.
Im downloading a movie played by Sandra Bullock, The Blind Side. I accidentally found it and it looks interesting. Cant wait to watch it. I hope i wont be sack because of downloading entertainment thingy using company's resources. ;p
I dropped a kilo! After one week diet. I didnt expect this. To be frank, I ate rice a few times last week which i was not supposed to but in a small portion. However,this is good. Going to keep on diet and to be more discipline. I am weak when it comes to rice, but i will fight harder not to eat it.
I officially declares war with the side of me that likes to eat rice so excessively. :)
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Sometimes i just dont understand why some people cant try to be understanding. Cant you for a while think and put yourself in others' shoes? I can be understanding but why cant you?
Again i wonder, dont you know where you stand? can you stay out of my business. I have the right and let me do it my way. Its mine and you dont even ask me first.
Im trying not too be hard on you but you crossed the line everytime i was so lenient to you. I dont want to be a bad person to you. Help me not too.
Please understand me and i will understand you.
Going to watch Alice In Wonderland Today with the bf. Santut are sooooo going to explode if she knows this. I really hope she will not read this. But i will watch with you guys again, pretending i havent watch it of course. Like filly always said, what santut doesnt know wont hurt Santut. But if you reading this, santut ill watch it with you guys, i will. :)
Last night we had fun. Me and the housemates went to Subang and tried the shisha at shisha freak as suggested by Mr T. Yup the taste is much better than the one in Shah Alam. Thought eiman would not be around but he came with his brother and so the teka teki session was on for the night.Lepaking there till 2 in the morning and then we went straight home.
next quest..still looking for the best shisha in town.
Btw, santie made her own sup ayam kangkang and its delicious but i guess the kangkang part is not working. So much for the hard work (i mean the kangkang part ). :P
Friday, March 12, 2010
This morning, while i was at the bus stop, waiting for the bus to go to the office, i saw this lady.Quite pretty. and cute. When i looked at her, i wondered to myself, when will i get those things on her fingers. the red thing and the gold one. I looked at her feet, confirmed. yup. she has something that i dont. When will my time be. I envy her. I envy my sister. I envy all married women in this world.
I want it so much. I want to see that red thing on my fingers too. I dont want that water proof red nail polish. I want Malay red nail polish :). I want a ring on my hand and i meant no ordinary ring. I want it so badly at this moment but yet i am not ready, nor do him. not ready in all aspects except for ehem2. :p oops,tiba2 saya gatal.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Tv di rumah rosak. harap2 balik ni, miracle happens and tv bole on suda. semalam ndak da bt apa. main kartu with my adik2. tapi maybe ada hikmahnya tv rosak, boleh study. tapi boring la ndak da tv. Harap2 tv ok. if not have to spend some money to repair the tv.
Monday, March 8, 2010
Day 1 of my 3 months diet. I was walking to my office and suddenly i saw the nasi lemak stall which used to be at the other side of the road have just moved to the other side which is just along the road where i take everyday to the office. Dugaan. You would say, just walk pass through it and dont even look at it. well, you see, the more i try to ignore it the more i think about it. But, day one, i walked like i never see the stall.
I decided to do my hardcore diet because serious shit i really need to lose 8kg. I gained 4kg in less than 2 mths. kerana nafsu badan binasa. i have tried all kind of so called the right way in losing weight such as balance diet la, skip dinner diet la, must take rice once diet la..but none works. because i was defeated by my own desire. so, i decided by not eating at all is the best way. but not that im not eating at all because if i dont eat for sure i will die. HAHAHAHA. For now,I will try to eat less rice and eat as little as possible.
My hardcore diet in my own interpretation are as below.
-I can have as heavy as i like but ....
a) nasi lemak-once a week
- Milo (no sugar)
- high fiber biscuits(1 packet)
- Milo (no sugar)
- high fiber biscuits(1 packet)
- must be taken before 8
- no rice
Im still looking for a variation of diet menu so i wont get bored eating the same thing everyday. If you have any suggestion, please3x share with me.
Thats it for now. We'll see how far this diet will go.
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF BEE. YOU CAN REACH 50KG. YES YOU CAN!!!BE STRONG!!