Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Mukadimah?

Its been a year of me blogging and yes i am not that active. I think i wrote less than 20 posts last year. Not that i will write more this year. heh! :)
The reason why i started blogging at the first place was because i wanted it to be my personal journal. I am a person who keep everything, almost , inside me and most of them are not so good. I realised that all the negative things that i keep inside of me will eventually become flesh and that is seriously not healthy. That's why i created this blog. I want to throw everything here. I can scream(literally) and just let it go here without hurting the person involved. well, sometimes there are things that i cant stand with someone i know and i dont want to hurt them. some of us were born brave to have the guts to be straight forward even it hurts others and even if its true. But unfortunately, i am not. I always put myself in their shoes. That is one of my weaknesses in life and im trying to make it my strength.
However,this blog is not all about negativity. Of course, i will write the happy things that happens in my life and whatever i have encountered in life, provided i am in the mood for writing. Life is a learning process that will never stop. I am grateful for all the hardship in life because it makes me stronger and a better person. :)
Its like im starting my blog all over again. :P
Latest update:
I moved to a new place. Im renting a house with my sister and my 16 yrs old brother,not forgetting santut and lulubelle. im still working at IDS as an accounts exec(boring) and still havent finish ACCA but im going to take the last exam this semester. Hopefully i will pass so i can switch job to be in the audit firm. I reeeewwwllyy want to. my comforter-biru works just one blocks away from me, but he is waiting for Toyota. He already got the offer but subjected to his medical report. My big brother got married last month and my second sister will give birth anytime.*super excited*.Muhammad Amirul Hafzan,what a beautiful name. I pray that she will give birth easily and everything will be fine.
Its Chinese New Year Holidae and only four days off but i want mooooore. Four days arent enough. I want more. Tomorrow is last day...URRRGGGGHHHH!!!! Why cant i just stay at home and enjoy the laziness....???!!! because money doesnt fall from the sky..heeeeeeeeeeee. :D. Hard work baby(self motivation).
Love my life and God, make me a better person.

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