Another boring day at work.

As i said over and over again, i have no work at the office, my working place. Then, this is what i do, lurking around my office begging(exxagarating a bit) for some work from my colleagues and a great appreciation to Indra and Aini to entitle me as the Letters Opener of the Day.

Me table at the moment

I open the letters, segregate it accordingly and stamp it,'RECEIVED'. At least i dont just look at the monitor and keep wondering why the heck the clock is so slow. Its 11:38 am and about 1 hour to lunch break. Going out with santut for lunch. Still thinking what will i have for lunch. Orange juice again or make an exception for today.

O'oh.My stomach is sending the wrong signal to my brain. Brain, please make a very2 smart decision or later the heart will aches after the stomach got what she wants.

L.O.V.E

Just got back from dinner with my boo.

One thing i love about him, he is always a good listener.

I love you.

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I won 4 party tickets to Fly club. i am not sure if im going or not because lulubelle is going to Johor this weekend.  I really thought i can go with them.  Ill just give the tix to someone else then. :)

The Blindside

Its my lunch break and im having a glass of orange juice and facebooking. Facebook is no more fun to me during lunch hour because i cant play Restaurant city. Now, i dont know what to play. Glad i have this blog.

Im downloading a movie played by Sandra Bullock, The Blind Side. I accidentally found it and it looks interesting. Cant wait to watch it. I hope i wont be sack because of downloading entertainment thingy using company's resources. ;p

May a kilo leads to 10 kilos more.

I dropped a kilo! After one week diet. I didnt expect this. To be frank, I ate rice a few times last week which i was not supposed to but in a small portion. However,this is good. Going to keep on diet and to be more discipline. I am weak when it comes to rice, but i will fight harder not to eat it.

I officially declares war with the side of me that likes to eat rice so excessively. :)

Please know your limit.

Sometimes i just dont understand why some people cant try to be understanding. Cant you for a while think and put yourself in others' shoes? I can be understanding but why cant you?

Again i wonder, dont you know where you stand? can you stay out of my business. I have the right and let me do it my way. Its mine and you dont even ask me first.

Im trying not too be hard on you but you crossed the line everytime i was so lenient to you. I dont want to be a bad person to you. Help me not too.

Please understand me and i will understand you.

Oh Alice!

Going to watch Alice In Wonderland Today with the bf. Santut are sooooo going to explode if she knows this. I really hope she will not  read this. But i will watch with you guys again, pretending i havent watch it of course. Like filly always said, what santut doesnt know wont hurt Santut. But if you reading this, santut ill watch it with you guys, i will. :)

Johnny Depp is the solely reason why i want to watch this. Oh my Johnny!

Saturday Night

Last night we had fun. Me and the housemates went to Subang and tried the shisha at shisha freak as suggested by Mr T. Yup the taste is much better than the one in Shah Alam. Thought eiman would not be around but he came with his brother and so the teka teki session was on for the night.Lepaking there till 2 in the morning and then we went straight home.

next quest..still looking for the best shisha in town.

Btw, santie made her own sup ayam kangkang and its delicious but i guess the kangkang part is not working. So much for the hard work (i mean the kangkang part ). :P

A Lady with a golden ring and the red thing

This morning, while i was at the bus stop, waiting for the bus to go to the office, i saw this lady.Quite pretty. and cute. When i looked at her, i wondered to myself, when will i get those things on her fingers. the red thing and the gold one. I looked at her feet, confirmed. yup. she has something that i dont. When will my time be. I envy her. I envy my sister. I envy all married women in this world.

I want it so much. I want to see that red thing on my fingers too. I dont want that water proof red nail polish. I want Malay red nail polish :). I want a ring on my hand and i meant no ordinary ring. I want it so badly at this moment but yet i am not ready, nor do him. not ready in all aspects except for ehem2. :p oops,tiba2 saya gatal.

Televisi.

Tv di rumah rosak. harap2 balik ni, miracle happens and tv bole on suda. semalam ndak da bt apa. main kartu with my adik2. tapi maybe ada hikmahnya tv rosak, boleh study. tapi boring la ndak da tv. Harap2 tv ok. if not have to spend some money to repair the tv.

Day One of Dont.Imagine.Eating.This

Day 1 of my 3 months diet. I was walking to my office and suddenly i saw the nasi lemak stall which used to be at the other side of the road have just moved to the other side which is just along the road where i take everyday to the office. Dugaan. You would say, just walk pass  through it and dont even look at it. well, you see, the more i try to ignore it the more i think about it. But, day one, i walked like i never see the stall.

I decided to do my hardcore diet because serious shit i really need to lose 8kg. I gained 4kg in less than 2 mths. kerana nafsu badan binasa. i have tried all kind of so called the right way in losing weight such as balance diet la, skip dinner diet la, must take rice once diet la..but none works. because i was defeated by my own desire. so, i decided by not eating at all is the best way. but not that im not eating at all because if i dont eat for sure i will die. HAHAHAHA. For now,I will try to eat less rice and eat as little as possible.

My hardcore diet in my own interpretation are as below.

Breakfast:

-I can have as heavy as i like but ....

a) nasi lemak-once a week

Lunch :

- Milo (no sugar)

- high fiber biscuits(1 packet)

Dinner :

- Milo (no sugar)

- high fiber biscuits(1 packet)

- must be taken before 8

- no rice

Im still looking for a variation of diet menu so i wont get bored eating the same thing everyday. If you have any suggestion, please3x share with me.

Thats it for now. We'll see how far this diet will go.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF BEE. YOU CAN REACH 50KG. YES YOU CAN!!!BE STRONG!!